My Favourite Bridge

As I said in my first post, I enjoy going on walks, and I have been going on them by myself for these past few months. It's really nice to just be alone, and surrounded by my neighbourhood, and trees, and just feel the fresh air, y'know? One of my favorite spots, that I believe I discovered on my second or third walk, is this a nice little bridge. I've visted it many times, and it just has this really beautiful view of the water, the trees, the sky, and the houses, it's just really beautiful. I've visted it so many times, I've gotten so many different photos at different times, which I have below. It's very calming, and most times I'm alone on the bridge, which is nice. Sometimes I go there to just enjoy the view, other times I just think about the different things in my life, the things that bother me, the things that make me happy. Most of all I think about a girl, which might come to no surprise if you read the last post where I stated I was a 15 year old guy. But yes, even though it is pretty campy, sometimes I do just stand there, and think about her, and lose myself thinking of all the things we could have done together, and how sorry I am, and how stupid I feel for messing it up. Sometimes I wonder if she's ever visted the bridge, I don't know. Maybe if that friendship had a chance at happening, I could have taken her here, and we could have seen the sky and the water together. I hope she doesn't hate me, but I can't know for sure, maybe my insecurity of how I handled things is leading to unrealstic pessimism, and she simply doesn't think about me at all anymore. But I don't know if that's worse or better to me. Because I still think about things very often, and I do think about her. It's been so long though, 7 months since that first day, about 6 since I last spoke to her. I don't think it's very normal for me to still care, infact most people would probably consider it weird. But hey, at least I'm not following her home or trying to listen in to her conversations or stuff like like that. It's a nice bridge, isn't it? with a nice view. I'll be back to it soon, I'm sure of it. Enjoy the photos below, I think the top one might be my favourite, but the ones with the very cloudly sky to have a pretty nice somber melancholic feel to them. I hope you have a good day today, I hope she does too, I really do.